Industrial training

Now training at infineon melaka. not much time spend on blogging or onlining edi. when i free, all my frens are not, when they are free, i'm not. so, quite out of touch wif fren lately. Some already graduated, cannot hang out at their house d. It can be quite bored after work at home where i cannot online and live with an old widow away from my frends.

Waiting for a lonely death.

In my opinion, when a boy becomes manlier, what remains in the eyes is his big ego and his target, woman. He doesn’t need his friends anymore because all his emotional needs are flooded by the urge of beautiful woman. Everybody else is only for the pursuit of joy. If anybody has a problem, "I'm sorry, do I know you?" Mr. Who is free, go find him lah. I'm very busy people. I have to go here play and there play.... Perhaps this is how nature works things. No, I'm not mad at you. I just don’t like why everything has to go like this. You never felt the need of somebody? You never felt lonely? Congratulations if you haven’t. And I hope you still don’t need anybody to attend your funeral. If you are old and have nobody, what’s the point of living?

The greatest joy of living is leaving.

It is not always good to remember. something is better off forgotten. It is not always good to be tied with "I have to live"; to live with " I can die anytime" is much more blissfull. I wish my parents is not here and I was not in dept with anybody, then I can say my final good bye to all my friends and leave.

The End

Today is comming to an end. The day after tomorrow is replacing tomorrow; but when will these sorrow end.

This road leads you to no where but it has bring you somewhere. Somewhere that is significant; which is no where at all.

"My old friend" has come back to see me. Why?

Stupid Test 2

Waa, damn busy lately? I got 2 tests, 2 assignments, 2 labs and a fyp project and report in about 2 weeks time. The FYP power suply unit is a sucess in output of +12v an -12v plus a ground, but I havent test it out on amplifiers yet. Just finish my second test just now and it was goo.... , BAD!
OMG! I dowan to fail the 2nd test again. yeah, u heard me right, AGAIN! , arh..! 1st test fail already. >"< but whats done is done, just wait and see lor. Final sem liao, dowan do any longer in diploma. Fast fast go work and earn!

Me me me.....

At the start, there was me. And then, there was everybody besides me. At a time, there comes hope, joy and happiness. There was me no more, more to us. Suddenly all hope, joy and happiness becomes sad, suffering and depression and there was me and me alone to bear, all on my head, my heart, my life. I could never become whole again, castaway.
After some time, hope comes again. There was me, him, her and everybody else. For all their joy and happiness, I thought I was me no more, I was assured. But all delusions cant take me no more. I was becoming me amongst the hope, joy and laughter, us. Maybe me cannot became us again. In the end, there was me, all me and me alone, again.

Lots of projects

Tomorrow have to go to Central to buy electronics parts. I have to start my 2nd part of my fyp soon. The project is to make a positive and negative power supply for my op-amp. The good news is I already got the circuit diagram and parts list, but on the down side, the parts will cost me some money. Haiz...
Today I spent almost 12 hours in campus because of the rehearsal. It is very tiring. My time has never been so full for a long time already. Good lor, can make good use of the time. I just know there is a broken dulcimer in our music room. Hehe, makes me want to attempt to fix it.

Practice makes perfect

Waa... very busy lately. Busy practicing erhu. COS is having an event next week and they got a performance night in place, so everybody has been busy practicing. I see this as a golden chance for me to practice my skills because I seldom played it at home.
The practice schedule is very tight. Apart from my sleeping and meal time, all my time is at campus. At first I told them that I was just practicing and not going to perform (somebody might kill me for saying this), but since I work so hard to learn the music, I might consider performing as well. Maybe this will be my first orchestra performance with mmu. But I have to see how much I manage to master before the performance night.
The ticket for the performance is rm6 for non-member and rm5 for members on Thursday. From Monday till Wednesday, there will be COS exhibition and t-shirt selling. I think the shirt is rm16 each. The picture is taken from the past COS ice-breaking activity. I dont think anybody could reconize my foot. :)

My DIY erhu no.2

This is the second erhu that I have made. All the wooden parts is made from poor quality wood that I salvaged. Compared to my first erhu, this erhu is easier to make because I have some tools at home to aid me. The snake skin is a gift from a sanxian maker in KL, and the quality is just so so only. some of the frequencies of the inner strings played on this erhu is gone. Maybe due to my poor streching and poor wood quality for the handle that holds the string, but the condition improves the more it is played.

I was considering to reskin the erhu. But I will have to wait until there is holiday to do so. besides the skin being not taut enough, another construction mistake is the size of the drum is a bit smaller than standard. Its a minor measurement taking mistake. However, it is still playable and is heavier than the erhu that I bought. As promised, I will later show this erhu to the sanxian maker in kl. One of my greatest accomplishment in making this erhu is making the saddle. Unless you tried to make one, you wont know its complexities. Later if got chance, I want to show mr.steven my erhu teacher the finished product. I guess its ok for someone to show the things that they has built themselves painstakingly.

Sweet Lassi

This is the Northhern Indian drink that I frequently ordered recently. My first lassi was very horrible smelling. But then I found out that the Indian shop opposite the food court sells lassi with ice blended and does not has that strong fermentation smell.

The only downside of it was its price rm2.50 was a bit over my budget and the glass is too big. It goes well with almost all indian and mamak food, especially spicy dishes. Sometimes I took it as a remedy for minor stomach and body discomfort. When the wheather is hot or when you are very thirsty, its good to have a nice big glass of ice blended sweet lassi!.