Confused

I am so indecisive what to do now. Nobody I can share my thoughts, so nobody I can ask for opinions on what I should do next. So, I am lost, confused. Who can help me?

If I share my thoughts, I scare all my friends will go away from me. At least they won’t treat me as before. So much dilemma, problem and confusion, but I am so alone in this world. Why? Should I let fate take its course? Now I am emotionally and mentally suffering from my dilemma. Why people who can help feels so distant. Where are they? What can I do? Prey ….? Hope…..?

Time going by, my life running shorter by the decades, years, months, days, hours, minutes, then broken into seconds. Why feels so suffering to live? Why can’t I be like everyone else? Yet another unanswered prayer, only hope. But for this little false hope, I live on…..

Condemned

Oh God, I have sinned. Please forgive me. Give me the strength to continue my destiny.

Hopeless

Arghh………I hate this world!!! I hope god will just crumble his work and throw them in the dustbin. >”<

Enjoying my rest.

Anybody feel hot recently? Anybody don’t, have something wrong with him ^_^ so, today I supposed to follow either K or H.C to find the Techtime booklet sponsor. Initially of course following my director, K, is what my position should do, assistant mah. But this morning I have lab. So, naturally, I should follow H.C and our class end at the same time at 3pm. However…. There is a twist in the story, Jeng jeng jeng~ !!! (music)

My dear respected Techtime Director has assigned T to H.C, so I don’t have to follow H.C also. Anybody know why? Wondering? No, the car still got place. Not H.C dont want me follow...He he, don’t want tell you :p Later makes dark more dark, shit more shit and round more round…….hm…. what am I talking =_=” never mind me, anyway I took today's don’t have to go out in such hot whether a blessing in disguise. Maybe there really is a bright side of things if you look for it hard enough, and if you found it, you won’t regret the effort. Because the truth sets you free. ^^ Hurray~

Perhaps now is the moment I enjoyed the most staying in my room. Y is not in, so I can open any song I like loud loud, cool 100-plus my mom give me on my desk, fan behind my back, and enjoying sqeezing my….hei~ hei ~ …….not there =_= haha, my brain lah, how you think this blog come from? Lolz.

Don’t want write liao lah, go bath then see what I want to see while lazy on my bed. Tata~